After being woken up with an irritating woman from my car insurance on the other end at 8:30 am my day went down hill fast. By mid-day I found my self crawling into bed tears creeping up and no matter how many breaths I took none of them retracted the tears. Then a few more calls with not so great news and this time determination. I guess all the pregnancy hormones got released with the first round. I realized that my life plan was no longer in play and the more I tried to hold on to my past hopes and dreams the more pain I was causing myself. Geez and here I was hopping for some help keeping the dream alive.
So life changes what I thought I was going to be doing on my 23rd birthday is def not happening. This will officially be my last birthday as a young lady. WOWZER I feel the need to rewind and repeat .....my last birthday as a young lady....So what will I be A YOUNG MOTHER yep yep thats right. So outside of hoping Eli stays in the oven until the next day (or the day b4 my birthday i'm still kinda selfish with my birthday) my birthday wish list includes
1. a sewing machine (so i can learn to sew cloths for Eli and Me)
2. a babymoon to the beach
3. alot of ice cream and chocolate
Not alot right exactly my point.
I digress back to the subject I started a new facebook account cuz i don't really like having 1000+ ppl who i knew in high school middle school and college but don't really talk 2 all in my business plus I want something more personal. And hey why not. Started a new 5yr plan cuz this last one is def not working out for obvious reasons. So now i gotta put on my big girl pants and roll with the punches instead of being pulled along.
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!!
So life changes what I thought I was going to be doing on my 23rd birthday is def not happening. This will officially be my last birthday as a young lady. WOWZER I feel the need to rewind and repeat .....my last birthday as a young lady....So what will I be A YOUNG MOTHER yep yep thats right. So outside of hoping Eli stays in the oven until the next day (or the day b4 my birthday i'm still kinda selfish with my birthday) my birthday wish list includes
1. a sewing machine (so i can learn to sew cloths for Eli and Me)
2. a babymoon to the beach
3. alot of ice cream and chocolate
Not alot right exactly my point.
I digress back to the subject I started a new facebook account cuz i don't really like having 1000+ ppl who i knew in high school middle school and college but don't really talk 2 all in my business plus I want something more personal. And hey why not. Started a new 5yr plan cuz this last one is def not working out for obvious reasons. So now i gotta put on my big girl pants and roll with the punches instead of being pulled along.
CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!!
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